Lady-Virgil

Hi people, just wanted to say ´hello´. I've been out of DA for a while and I'm back with a few new drawings.
I've got all of this plans so far about drawing. I've changed my philosophy:  I'm planning to draw whenever I can, they way I feel like doing it, and about whatever comes to mind.
I thought... why not?
I've never been tidy, neat when it comes to drawing and so right now I just want to be free when I'm creating.
Free from those ideas of perfection that were driving me crazy.

I find these ideas liberating and I feel I can play much more with tons of ideas I didn't know I had.

I hope this shows in my new works.

Hugs!

I'm very pissed but mostly sad, because I forgot how to draw carelessly (is that word right?), I forgot how to be free, I got carried away by that hedious feeling that my art should be realistic, and I forgot about how I should be feeling whenever I create something. I used to love to grab a pencil, a pen or other materials, and just go for it, no matter the consecuences, I had a feeling and there I was, jumping to it, trying to make you see what I saw. And now it's just gone. I can't get there anymore. I hate that. I'm trying.

Damm the day I started to care what other people had to say about my work, since forever I had been alone and with no advice, and I liked how it was working. I watched and learn. But criticism just gets me down. Trying to acomplish a perfect work just takes away all the fun, all the love I have. May sound pretencious, cocky, but this is my truth. And now I'm just pissed.

Hello DA guys

Here I am trying to buy new materials to start drawing again, and I'm wondering what kind of paper you would suggest for me to use.
I was thinking about some thick paper that I bought, I have no idea its name, though.
And also, what do you say about the size? Should I work in a big scale or not so much? I was planning to draw a few short stories (comic style) and use a large paper to feel free . But maybe it's not that good of an idea. I'm bored of size A4, anyway.

I hope you let me know what you think.
Kiss

Hi guys!

I wonder if anybody reads this at all. I just wanted to let you know that I am, in fact, alive, and that I miss drawing so bad, honestly.
I just can't find a propper state of mind to draw like I used to, I get frustrated easily, annoyed and upset and that's when I stop. That's because I believe when you want to do something, you have to do it right or not do it at all.
But that way of thinking doesn't take you anywhere but to frustration. Anyway, don't get depressed because of this depressing journal.

I promise one day you'll get to see something worthy of your time.
I miss your comments, you watchers all around!
A big kiss

Marian

p.s: my piano lessons are doing great, though. but university, huh, don't even go there.

Yay, it's my Birthday!
Party tonight... and on saturday too. I'll eat a lot and get presents. Then I get to see my friends. Does it get any better? Maybe!
20 years old... it's been a lot since I'm here T_T

Growing wrinkles is worth it if you get to see the people you love!

New drawing soon, I didn't have time to finish today, sadly
Thanks to all my watchers for the support!

Que los cumpla feliz...